tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-49578079437428347642024-03-19T14:39:55.543-07:00Itβs a Journey,by Shawty Star (:iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.comBlogger154125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-39906287232666750392017-11-27T15:23:00.004-08:002017-11-27T15:24:12.117-08:00A Reminder To Myself.Assalamualaikum β€<br />
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What do you do when people talk bad about you? Marah?</div>
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Anyway, whatever things that happened to you must have a reason behind it. Trust me, the reason behind it can be the beauty of the problems. Idk, some people when they have problems, they felt anxious, they do not want to do anything about it & they just get angry or even stressed. For some people, they just let it be because why do they need to think about those matters. Well, perhaps on their minds someone else will do it, will think about the matters.</div>
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Now, my question is what if within those circles, everyone think of the same thing. You know the "It's okay, someone else will do it." For some reason, I think that thinking kinda shaped me to what I am now. I hate it when people lepas tangan, this attitude memang takboleh tolerate. Since aku taksuka attitude macam ni so I am hoping that I don't develop this kind of attitude. Meaning to say, I need to practice what I preached. I know something bad will happened if I buat taktahu je. My definition for buat taktahu is when you have to deal with some low class mentality. It's like if you layan those kind of mentality, what makes you different from them? Same kan? Soo moral of the story is ada benda yang kau memang takyah ambil tahu but ada benda yang you kena ambil tahu. Dah besar kan, I think people are matured enough to differentiate it kan.</div>
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Anger Management Issues. Based on what I have observed, most people are angry about something but it's all about how you manage those anger. Do you let it control you or you control it? I think the basic must be strong for this kind of issues which is "Think first before you speak". I myself sometime don't control what words that come out from my mouth. Thanks to that, now whenever I want to speak, I think first because you know how people's feelings are fragile. So, at some point we need to jaga their feelings kan. Hm, what if you jenis orang yang cepat melatah bila orang tegur? Haa, itupun satu masalah kan? Actually bendanya senang je, bila kau tegur orang don't expect them to accept your teguran. My advice is that if you want the person to become a better person, so you just istiqomah jelah tegur dia. However, I have a principle that if I tegur that particular person for the 3rd time & the person remains the same, then I would step back. Why? No improvement maa, plus their heart is soooo keras that it need someone else to cairkan if you know what I mean lah kan.</div>
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Have you ever feeling sad for no reason at some point of your life? Well, I have. It can be due to your problems with either family or friends but don't let it depressed you. You know depression is something else right? Although sometimes I feel sad for no reason, it's never really that bad that I felt like it's a depression. La Tahzan. Always to put your faith on Allah and to always berbalik pada Dia. </div>
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P/s: It is just a reminder to myself, if any of you ever felt that way, maybe you should take one step back and just look around you. Be grateful for what you have and say Alhamdulillah for what you have now.</div>
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<br />iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-71302444613382533682017-11-25T06:36:00.000-08:002017-11-25T06:36:14.078-08:00Missing Home or I Just Want a Getaway ?Assalamualaikum β€<br />
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Benda tak ada benda punggg. Homesick je pungg. Macam biasalah, bila kerja dah banyak sangat nak kena settlekan within the time limits tuuuu yang buatkan kau macam nak balik rumah je. Chill kat katil sendiri pastuuu termenung tengok kipas. That's the least you can do but kat sini kau termenung macam mana punggg hati kau tak tenang selagi kau tengok to do list kau banyak yang belum tick. Sooooo, takkan tu je yang buat aku rindu nak balik rumah? Haa, tak jugak, it's been awhile since balik rumah haritu. Study week on Xmas, ceghitenyaa time tu lah balik but rasanya VIVA I macam within the same week. Macamlah. Sooo balik rumh time ... habis final exam? Memang idokleeee. Nak balik jugak, nak tengok muka Ibu Abah je :( Aigooo parah ngat ni.</div>
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Just when you think that 7 months are good enough to spent time with your family.. Well guess what, it's not enough. It will never be enough. It's true when people said that when you get older, what you want is actually to be closer with your family. It's okay, let's think positive. Niat kat sini pun sebab jihad kan. So takpa Syaz, berkorban okay. Last time kat Poli, why I've no problems to sacrifice but this time, here in Skudai asyik pikir nak balik je but hey! I got some improvement what, the first 2 years study memang aku rasa macam 80% of my time asyik nak balik je but now dah decreased ek. Aku rasa baru sekarang terpikir nak balik sebab macam aku cakap sebelum ni lah, keje banyak sangat. HA-HA</div>
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Balik balik pun pakai duit Syaz. Ingat tu. Hahha, dah hujung-2 ni nak kena berjimat sikit. For my own future too.</div>
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P/s: Oh well, I think I can managed this. I try to. Let's see how it goes.</div>
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Xoxo,</div>
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<br />iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-1513070802797969922017-11-23T11:21:00.000-08:002017-11-23T11:21:07.517-08:00Miss FierceAssalamualaikum β€<br />
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Let just go straight to the point yeah. Last two weeks, ada presentation. Tak berat pun presentation tu, as always slide dah ada, point pun dah ada. So, tinggal present je lah kan oh this one grouping presentation. Blahblahblah... Masa presentation tiba.. It's time for my part as I was mumbling kat depan tu.. Suddenly, Sir stop me in the middle of explanation. Guess what he said? He said that "Awak ni, nanti kalau ada suami kesian kat suami awak. Asyik kena amaran je." and I was like Ooookaaaay and I stop for awhile yelah to hear dia punya comment kan. Then he said "Cubalah berlembut sikit, garang betul. Kesian kat suami awak nanti." Oh well, guess what.. The whole class laughed π€£ Apalagi, tersenyum kambing jelah aku kat depan tu. Aduduii. If I were to tell this story to Ibu, confirm she would laugh out loud! Well, for the past few days it has been a joke to some of my friends. Tbh, I don't mind the joke sebab I know who I am and yes I can be quite fierce some time or err the whole time? HA-HA.<br />
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For my closest friends, they know me well which yes I am a friendly person and most of the time they terhibur dengan joke aku yang agak lame tu hahhaha but at the same time they also said to me that they couldn't imagine how my future husband would be if he were to be with me. Meaning to say, my friends knows me as someone who's very strict with my own opinion & I always said no to guy which if I were to send wedding card to them, they would be surprise. Idk, when it comes to guy I can be very straightforward and strict. It's true, it's the past experiences which made me like this. To overcome this, it will took me some time. So give me time, I will try to change. I will try to'berlembut' lah sikit but not the ngada-ngada kinda girl ah, that disgusts me.<br />
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Tbh, fierce never really existed in my dictionary. It's not even my usual vocabulary. Yang kelakarnya, Sir tegur dekat kelas tu sebab I think the way I present to them more like a debate session. HA-HA. Now, I will learn on how to approach the audiences, perhaps with a little smile and try to tone down my voice I guess? Hihi, I will definitely revise my presentation skills. Somehow, I have to deal with it since I have been hearing this word been said to me since the past idk 3-4 years lah kot. Since kat Poli ni, so Syaz a change must be made. Try to berlembut. Psssttt... I have been trying since last week, I kinda feel hypocrite to like fake smile and berlembut dalam percakapan but I try tho. Definitely will try harder, I will try to say it genuinely and say it with meaning, okay?<br />
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P/s: Iolls cuba untuk ikhlas ni. Pelan-pelan kayuh lah Syaz, you can do it!<br />
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<br />iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-59227266485366177502017-11-23T07:24:00.003-08:002017-11-23T07:26:11.211-08:00Hello, again?Assalamualaikum β€<br />
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Haaa, sedar tak sedar actually aku selalu update blog bila aku tengah busy. Bila konon-2 tgh hectic week lah gituuu. Zzzzz. Now that I'm thinking of it, I think it's my habit, kot. In a way, aku rasa macam blogging ni boleh distract aku untuk seketika. Yelah, barai gak asyik dok tenung assignment kan. Now, speaking of the devil, last week memang hectic lah. Banyak assignment nak kena submit, test lagi, high fever pulak tu lepastu ada musibah lagi menimpa. During that musibah, all I want is my Ibu & Abah which of course they're not around. Oh well, taknak ceghite lagi pasal hal musibah ni sebab still in shock and trauma gak. Sooooo, let's talk about something else.<br />
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First thing yang aku perasan since aku tukar layout kat Blog aku ni, what happened to my Timeline eh? Macam dah berterabur je & of course it will took me some time to betulkan balik. Ugh. HA-HA, bukan mengeluh kepe but it's like at some point of my life, which is NOW, there's a lot of things that I need to sort out which also includes that layout matters. Oh well, for now, abaikan dahulu. I still got bigger problems to solve aren't I? There's a lot of thing going on my head right now. I kinda think that's why I got high fever last week & now meleret to flu & cough. So, as someone who always think 'positive', I always kept in my mind that "Sakit tu kan Penghapus Dosa". Kan?<br />
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Now, let's talk about study. Study, eck! HA-HA. What about it? Nothing much I guess. Bo-hooo, don't lie Syaz T.T Like I said before, studying can be quite err confusing? How to say eh, hmm it's like you need to juggle all of those subjects with your unnecessary needs. Hmm, does that make sense to you? No? Yes? Maybe? Kan, I told you it can be quite confusing hahha well at least for me lah. Please bear in your mind Syaz, this is your final year. Make it worth, make it memorable and plisssss ganbatte ne! Of course there is VIVA I. Every time I think of it, it kinda gimme goosebumps! In a good way, that feeling makes me wanna do research more on my thesis since I need to fully understand my project lah kan. However, instead of low blood pressure, it kinda make my blood pressure high if you know what I mean. Oh yeah, the postponed thing pun tak naiss jugak. Too many things are being postponed sooooo yeah I don't like it at all. Sometimes, it's good sebab you can revise more before your test or quiz. Yang tak bagusnya bila, too many things being dumped on the same day or the same week. Let it be tho, it is for good cause anyway.<br />
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P/s: I guess itu je kot update semasa, gitchuwwww. I'm out!<br />
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<br />iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-31861871940688616562017-07-28T11:26:00.000-07:002017-07-28T11:26:03.626-07:00December.Assalamualaikum wbt sahabat-2 sekalian.<br />
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December! Yup, favourite month of the year. Why oh why? Heh heh. Dah nak habis dah tahun 2015. So, apa yang kita boleh sum up kan pasal tahun ni? Sedih? Gembira? A bit of both? Perhaps. Kalau bulan Jan haritu rasanya macam tengah terkapai-2 masuk sem 6 untuk Diploma. Tapi kalau sekarang ni dah bulan Dec, terkapai-kapai pulak untuk sem 2 Degree. Gladly, direct entry. So terus masuk ke Tahun Kedua lah. Selamat~ hiks. Well, itu untuk awal tahun & akhir tahun. Pertengahan tahun buat apa? KERJA. Sadly, tak kerja dalam bidang pun. Lari sikit. Kerja dalam bidang Property.<br />
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Property. Percaya atau tak, bidang ni sebenarnya banyak bukak minda aku. Especially on economics & the harta thingy. Aku dah lah memang tak minat benda-2 ekonomi ni but takboleh jugak kalau nak buat tak endah sebabnya banyak berkait lah ekonomi dengan faktor sekeliling. Before this, ada je aku pikir pasal rumah (hartanah) & benda-2 tu lah, cumanya got no direction lah. Takde orang nak guide pasal benda-2 ni. Alhamdulillah masuk pulak company yang tak lokek nak mengajar & bagi guidance en. So, dah nampak sikit lah masa depan macam mana en. Time degree ni, bukan takat nak dapatkan segulung ijazah tapi dah kena dah pikir masa depan. Nak balas balik jasa parents & in shaa Allah jadi orang dan bukannya orang-2. Hehe<br />
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Lol, kalau nak cite pasal property tu aku rasa memang kena post satu entry pasal tu je. Dok pulak department auction. Haa memang banyak benda nak kongsi. Pssst, if nak teringin beli rumah lelong (tp kena pergi auction lah) untuk tujuan buat rumah sendiri or nak sewakan boleh email kayy. LOL.<br />
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Kalau nak cite yang pasal awal tahun tu macam takpayah kot, bolehlah baca balik kat entry aku yang lepas-2 tu. Sedih nak cite. HAHHA. I don't want to let bygone be bygone because that sem was like the best sem I ever had. Got plenty ups & downs going thru that sem which I'll never forget about it. Man, I miss my old classmates like hell. Rindu lah, kalau dengan bebudak ni memang tak kering gusi kot. Kelakar nya satu, ngeng ngeng nyaa pulak & tazkirahnya pun yaaa. Hahha apalah aku merepek ni but siapa yang kenal aku. They get what I'm trying to say. Yes peeps, I'm making those faces lol.<br />
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Sekarang ni pun dah nak dekat hujung tahun. Dah nak masuk 3 bulan degree ni, guys oh guys trust me struggle teruk kayy deg ni. Hahha nothing like dip, the pressure quite though tho. Like I said before on my previous entry, pressure dia kadang bukan sebab study (mostly pasal study), kadang boleh jadi pasal benda lain, pasal kewangan mungkin, pasal taktahu mana nak refer pun iya, ugh pasal fakulti pun iya jugak. Hahha yang ni kelakar sikit. Sebabnya nak transfer kredit je pun tapi dia punya nak proses, ya rabb amik masa almost a month. Busy betul deme ni. Tapi, apa yang pasti aku memang gini lah. Selagi tak rapat dengan orang tu, man I'll shut my mouth macam ada diamond or gold kat dalam mulut ni. Yelah sebab kita pun taktahu orang tu macam mana plus if cakap banyak pun kenot jugak, so better diam right. Apapun, mostly classmates skrg ni best lah. Kelakar, banyak merepek macam bebudak tuu & yup boleh diharap. Alaa, banyak masa lagi lah nak spend time sesama in shaa Allah dengan izinNya.<br />
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P/s: Dah nak habis tahun 2015 tak bermakna habis sem. Now rooting for Final Exam! *cuak!<br />
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<br />iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-54257342069484528672017-07-28T11:07:00.000-07:002017-07-28T11:09:37.252-07:00Heyy Sari Cempaka 5, I miss you!<div style="text-align: justify;">
Assalamualaikum β€</div>
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"Sahabat itu seperti bintang, dia memang tidak selalu terlihat. Tapi dia selalu ada untukmu."-Unknown.</div>
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Seringkali aku terjatuh. Tanpa disedari, aku alpa. Aku lupa, aku laghaaa dengan duniawi. Pernah sekali aku rasa bosan, kosong dan malas untuk buat semua benda. Kenapa entah? Okay, tbh ever since aku sambung study, I kinda felt lost. Empty. I used to think yang tak apa, kat mana pun kita sambung belajar kita akan 'make friends'. Maybe, sebab before this aku dah terbiasa pindah sekolah membuatkan aku dah terbiasa make a new friend.</div>
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Kata orang bila hati rasa kosong, jangan berharap pada manusia. Tapi sujudlah. Mungkin Allah rindu dengar tangisan kita. Betul tu.</div>
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Cumanya.. ever since diploma. Walaupun 3 tahun aku kenal bebudak tu, the memories.. Memang terpahat dalam hati weh. Kalau kat sini, yes aku happy je dengan dorang. Masing-2 ada perangai sendiri, that's people. We gotta respect them. Mungkin sebab kalau dulu tu, pagi petang siang malam dok hadap muka dorang. Mana taknyaaa, serumah. Sebilik kot. Share satu peti ais *faham-2 jelah*. Sejujurnya, rindu weh.</div>
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Seronok sangat time belajar dulu sebab masing-2 kalau time study week jangan cerita lah. Pagi-2 dah bangun, p pasar kat belakang dok cari Nasi Lemak or Roti Canai oh oh plus kuih muih sikek. Pepagi dah bukak TV3 sambil breakfast, dok tengoklah MHI tu haaa. Tapi general knowledge time tu jangan cakap lah, cenggini hahha. But aku tak caya sangat TV ni, suka auta. So, lepas breakfast buat apa? Get ready nak study. Kat mana? Lol, takdanya istilah study kat bilik kalau pepagi tu. Masing-2 'open table' kat ruang tamu. Siapa yang duduk kat TC tu tahu lah betapa 'comelnya' ruang tamu kita kan. Tapi yang peliknya, muat je ktorang 7 org study kat situ. Kadang-2 Zai & Azlia study kat luar so memang muatlah ktorang 5 org.</div>
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Yang kelakarnya, lepas study 30min confirm Pija tanya tgh hari nak makan apa eh tak pun tanya nak beli makan kat mana eh. Kelakar kot, every time. Lol, kadang kol 11 lebih dah g cari lunch. Petang? Apa lagi, kuih muih lagi lah. Tak pun laksa. Pergh sedap kot. Selalu lepas Zohor, buku memang tutup lah. Tidur time. Kononnya nap time tapi... hahha. Every time. Selalunya Wani mesti nak g TC, beli jajan dia hahha so tukang ngekornya ktorang lah. Aku, Fana dgn Kimahh. Padahal takbeli apapun, tapi nak riadah katanya, Cuci mata. Hahha apalah. </div>
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Selalunya time malam jarang beli makan kat luar melainkan haritu ada pasar malam. Bila pikirkan balik, tgh hari pun jarang beli makan kat luar. Kalau malas baru beli. Selalunya memang masaklah ceghitanya. Makanan orang bujang. Biasalah, faham-2 jelah. Tapi ktorang lain, semua benda nak torai. Tapi ada satu benda yang tak tercapai time dok rumah sewa tu, Laksaa Utaghaaa Azliaaa! Setiap kali Azlia balik rumah kg, confirm dia bawak balik laksa. Sedap kot. Ikan dia terasa kot. Katanya, rahsia nak masak laksa ikan kena dua jenis. Tapi dia takbagi tau ikan apa. Rahsia lettu. </div>
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Ada banyak hikmah bila budak rumah kau dari Utaghaaa, Pantai Timur & Selatan. Aku tengah-2, don't ask. Tapi Sabah Sarawak takda lah. Kalau Azlia, bawak laksa. Kimahh... Dia punya kepok lekor lah. Tak pernah miss bawak balik. Thanks kimah, sebab kan dah makan kepok ganuu aku taklayan dah kepok-2 yang banyak tepung ni eheheh. Wani pulak, dia punya Budu. Aku boleh makan tapi kena nasi panas-2 w/ ikan panas-2. Kalau dah sejuk sikit, aku err susah sikit nak makan, Sorry ihihi. Fana oh fana, orang Selatan kan. Thanks for otak-2 & aku tak ingat apa ntah kau bawak tu tapi sedap wehh. Ye ye sebok cite pasal makanan yang dorang bawak, aku takkan kosong je kan? Ada jugak okay, tapi dorang tau aku punya jasa time masak hahhaha kbaii β€</div>
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So, lepas Isyak buat apa? Lepak bilik Pija Fana & Wani. 'Lepak as in Musyawarah time!' This is my fav time sebab time tu memasing jadi Cikgu Tuisyen. Seronok weh time ni sebab time ni lah ktorang discuss balik apa yang ktorang study. Mostly, sorang akan explain then confirm akan ada soalan cepumas. Best lah, sebab banyak gila input time ni. Memasing pun tak lokek kot. Takda istilah lokek kat sini. Sama-2 nak berjaya kan, sama-2 usaha. Satu benda yang budak rumah aku pegang is ..</div>
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Bila dah habis belajar, masing-2 pun buat haluan sendiri. Mana yang tengah bina career tu I wish the best for all of you. Mana yang sambung study, gambatte ne! Apapun aku happy sebab ada antara korang yang in shaa Allah akan bina masjid. Ya Allah, aku yang tak sabar okay. For some of you, yang tengah y'know pening-2 pasal ni.. Jangan risaulah, in shaa Allah takda apa lah. Aku pun kenal dengan ehhem kau tu. Percayalah cakap aku, dia tengah berusaha untuk menghalalkan tu. Kau pun bagi lah moral support ke apa ke. Hikss sorry lah, aku bab-2 perhubungan cintan cintun ni boo sikek. Hahhaha.</div>
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Tapi aku percaya dengan ayat ni "Sahabat itu seperti bintang, dia memang tidak selalu terlihat. Tapi dia selalu ada untukmu."-Unknown. Sebab korang takda kat depan mata aku tapi korang selalu ada bila aku perlukan korang. Thanks guys β€</div>
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<br />iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-6987480295911821482017-01-05T18:40:00.001-08:002017-07-28T11:03:28.789-07:00Sunshine Bloom!<div style="text-align: center;">
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Too much studying can make your brain reached the limit.</div>
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You know that limit tho.. the 'tepu' ones lol<br />
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So, let's relax our mind.Usually it's a cloudy morning here in Skudai, make you wanna hug your 'bantal busuk' and just chill on your bed. Yes, today is not the day, the day for sweater weather. It felt soooooo breezy today which I usually choose to talk a walk in the morning for this kinda weather but not today. Yup, not today. Well, I just started my day with washing my laundries. Gonna make today a productive day, err washing your laundries manually can burn some calories aite? Hmm *thinking* lol. What a better way to enjoy this clear sky with bright sun than seeing your clothes dry up! Heee </div>
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Still got two more papers left. Most of people would feel the LPS (Last Paper Syndrome). Now, come to think about it, LPS huh? Kinda sounds like Lesen Pendudukan Sementara hahha okay baii. Lusa is LSE paper then next two days is the Map Pro. Oh well, map pro is an open book test but I must say that even if it's an open book, but if you don't read the book earlier, you might get stuck during the exam right? For LSE on the other hand, hahha I need to put a lot of efforts on it. Yes, not like most of people, they quite good with numbers but not me, I flunk that one. How most people can even look at the numbers like they reading books? I just don't get it, hahha I guess that's their advantages right?</div>
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I can't stop looking at the sky today. Sooo bright, so blueee, Not so much of clouds today, love it! </div>
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P/s: Current obsession: Charity Vance's song.</div>
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<br />iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-6909913493909943492016-12-31T06:38:00.000-08:002017-07-28T11:25:08.234-07:002016<div style="text-align: justify;">
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Alhamdulillah, mana yang baik akan aku simpankan dan mana yang buruk akan aku buang jauh-2.</div>
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Let' see.. I have my ups and downs. Alot. Every year benda yang sama tapi aku percaya benda-2 tu lah yang mengajar aku apa itu erti kehidupan. Kalau kau tak pernah jatuh, macam mana kau nak bangkit? Yeddak?</div>
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Banyak benda yang berlaku tahun ni, yang kalau boleh aku nak lupakan terus. Tapi, takboleh. Jangan macam tu, sebab sejarah mungkin berulang.. kan? Masalah aku dari dulu sampai lah ni is I NEVER SAY NO. Perhaps for others, mesti korang akan fikir lemahnya kau ni Syaz. Entahlah, bagi aku, aku percaya bilamana kita tolong orang lain. In shaa Allah, Dia akan bantu kita balik. Tak semestinya dalam bentuk bantuan yang sama, tapi dari segi yang lain. Mungkin kita tak nampak benda-2 tu, walaupun ia sekecil habuk. Tapi percayalah yang mungkin pertolongan yang sekecil habuk tu sebenarnya balasan dari bantuan yang kita tolong orang lain. Plus, Ibu banyak kali ajar..</div>
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Apart from that, memanglah kita niat nak tolong orang tapi kadang-2 orang amik kesempatan dengan pertolongan kita. Banyak kali rasanya aku biar kepala dipijak. Dengan aku senang, kau buat baik dengan aku, aku pun buat baik dengan kau. Kau buat jahat dengan aku, takpa aku buat baik jugak dengan kau. Tapi ingat, lepastu takdanyaaa aku nak ikutkan sangat perangai kau tu. </div>
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I fall a few times, as the matter facts I actually fall a lot. Disebabkan banyak kali rebah, alhamdulillah aku bangkit dengan kerebahan itu. Yes, it makes me stronger in many ways, you just name it. Do you have to change for others? I do believes that if someone does not accept you for who you are, trust me babe they don't deserve you in the first place anyway.</div>
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Ya Allah ya tuhan. Sesungguhnya aku amat bersyukur kepadaMu kerana Engkau masih memberikan aku peluang untuk mengharungi kehidupan aku bersama-2 dengan keluarga tersayang. Walaupun Atuk sekarang tidak kuat seperti dahulu, namun aku bersyukur seadanya. Kau kuatkanlah semangat Atuk dan kau berikanlah aku serta keluargaku kekuatan, kemudahan dan rezeki agar kami sekeluarga dapat membantu Atuk dalam keadaan Atuk yang sedang sakit ini. Aamiin.</div>
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Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Cuma itu sahaja yang mampu aku ungkapkan. Ya, walaupun banyak sangat yang aku lalui tahun ini namun aku bersyukur kerana Kau tunjukkan padaku apa itu nilai persahabatan. Apa itu sahabat sewaktu kau senang dan susah. Pernah sekali, aku terbaca ayat ni <i>"He will give you something better than what has been taken from you." </i>Pada mulanya, aku menangis. Sebab betul, mungkin benda itu betul-2 terjadi. Aku cuba, cuba untuk pulihkan kembali. Namun, begitu ia rapuh sehinggakan aku rasa tali silaturrahim antara kami mungkin akan terlerai jua. Ya Allah, dugaan apakah ini? </div>
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Lepas kejadian itu, hampir setiap malam aku berfikir. Fikir akan apa puncanya dan apakah solusinya? Buntu. Hanya itu yang mampu aku katakan. Tangisan, berbaldi-2 mungkin, bahkan banyak kali aku tidur dalam keadaan menangis. Sedih, hiba memikirkan hal yang sudah berlaku. Aku dipersimpangan. Bila dengan dia, begini ceritanya. Bila dengan si dia, begitulah ceritanya. Bukan senang jadi orang tengah. Aku pun tak hingin, sebab semua cerita both sides kau hadam. Decision bukan terletak pada kau, kau hanya mampu memberi pendapat. Yang mana kadang-2 pendapat kau sendiri pun kau sangkal. Aku tahu aku takcukup baik dalam memberi nasihat dan sebagainya. </div>
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Satu je yang aku harap dari korang. Please. Please cuba untuk pulihkan semula persahabatan kita. Aku sedih. Jarang aku sedih macam ni semata-mata kerana kawan. Tapi aku kenal korang dari kecil lagi weh, dari zaman baru nak kenal apa itu dunia. Kita sama-2 harungi kehidupan as teenagers. Janggal rasanya bila balik bercuti, tak lepak kedai kopi dengan korang. Janggal. Even Ibu pun perasan tapi aku abaikan sahaja, kata aku yang korang busy dengan kerja. Satu benda je aku nak korang tahu, bukan aku je yang dah anggap korang macam adik beradik sendiri tapi Ibu pun dah anggap korang macam anak sendiri.</div>
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Sudahlah, jangan diratapi lagi. Biarkan masa pulihkan keadaan kita kerana aku masih sayang akan persahabatan kita. In shaa Allah. Atau mungkin sudah sampai masa untuk aku redha. It hurts tho but I'll try to accept it.</div>
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Nahhh, for next year am not gonna make a resolution. I already know what's on my mind. Not gonna say it. If it comes true then I'll tell y'all. Ihihihi,</div>
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Let's put it this way. Let's throw all the negative vibes. Shooo Shooo! Throw it away! Let the positive vibes come to you. Kali ini aku akan lebih kuat, kuat untuk menghadapi liku-liku kehidupan. Pendirian tu sentiasa ada, cuma senang goyah bila memikirkan hal orang lain. Betul, kita kena fikirkan orang lain juga tapi kali ini kita fikirkan diri kita dahulu sebab belum tentu orang lain memikirkan perihal kita juga. Kan? Tapi, jikalau aku berlebihan, aku harap sangat akan ada orang tegur aku. Tegur aku untuk kembali berfikiran waras hahha.</div>
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Well, it taught me a lot. How to be strong when you face problems. To be careful who you trust and tell your problems to. Not everyone who smiles at you is your friend. Just be who you are, don't change for others. People can sometimes push and pull you away, welcome you but at the same time ignoring you. Nonetheless, I'll cherish it as it is somewhat a blessings and lessons.</div>
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I must say that a little break won't kill right? Hiksssss</div>
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Amende ntah T.T</div>
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Alhamdulillah dua paper selesai sudahhh~ Falak & BI. "Ya Allah, kau lembutkanlah hati lecturers aku semasa mereka menanda paper kami, aamiin."</div>
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Mungkin sebab next paper Law kan, banyak benda nak kena baca. Hewhewww, Berpinar jugak baca Law ni. Thankfully got recording, so takdelah dok terpikir-2 apa yg Dr. Tan cakap masa kelas tuu. Idea Wana wehh record time kelas, thank youuuu Wana π§π§</div>
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Lepastuu Titas then GPS. Takda gap langsung kayyy between this two papers. Macam mana entah nak handle. Hahha, time management Syazrina!</div>
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Dah lama agaknyaaa tak dengar radio. Tadi time aku dengar radio, err tak ingat channel apa. Tapi, dorang jemput penulis buku 'Saga Artakusiad' which is Ahmad Patria Abdullah. Humble gila orangnya, well dari apa yang aku dengar tadi lah. </div>
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Aku terkejut yang dia spend idk almost like 30 years nak siapkan buku. Tapi betul lah apa yang dia cakap, ilham kalau takda memang payah. Inspirasi tu susah nak datang. </div>
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It's final week~ Setiap sem aku akan cakap ayat ni "Aku just nak sem ni habis cepat je". Like I said before, this sem takdelah banyak kelas sangat but the stress level Ya Allah has increased. Hahha one thing for sure, it's hard for me to live the moment for the time being. I usually find happiness in whatever things I'm doing but... This time.. Payah sikit. Hahha bayangkanlah kalau before tidur, kau akan count how many assigments yg tak siap lagi then bangun dari tidur how many hours that you just slept last night. Before pergi kelas, tengok lappy. Balik dari kelas, hadap lappy. Dear lappy, I wish for your health. Jangan buat perangai, kalau nak sakit pun biar demam biasa je hahha.<br />
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Mostly, kelas banyak yang dah takde dah. Alhamdulillah. Cuma tinggal yang saki baki ni jelah. Apapun, most of the assignment dah submit. Err carry marks? Most of 'em dah tau, cuma kalau yang taktau pun pepandai lah kira. Pointer? It's just a number. A numerical value. It's cliche right. However, it's show how much you understand about the knowledge. I used to strive for the best but I'm just a human being. Most of my time, I fall down. Not knowing that I actually lost. Lost in time.<br />
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Anyway, it's final week. So apa-2 benda yang aku takfaham I should be asking lecturers time sekarang ni kan tapi tulah.. Tengoklah macam mana. Still ada satu benda yang buat aku jiwa kacau. Definitely, GPS. The project somehow felt like a thesis ya'know. Banyak kali ktorang stuck, so we seek for clarification. We get clarified. Then again, stuck. Not knowing how to take the next step. The good part is it makes us think on how to solve the problem. But then again, sometimes can felt like a burden on our shoulders.<br />
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P/s: Still got one more day. Anything can happen. Ya Allah, increased my knowledge in a way that I'll be able to use it in future and in shaa Allah teach it to others. <span style="background-color: white; color: #222222; font-family: "roboto" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">γγγ°γ£γ¦οΌ</span><br />
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Lol, last update blog entahlah 6 bulan lepas agaknya. Patutlah aku rasa macam "mana hilangnya kreativiti aku" hahha abaikan -.- Apa je eh aku buat sejak naik sem haritu (bulan September)?? Seriously guys, kelas nak cakap full setiap hari, tak jugak. I mean, much better dari last sem kot. Oh yahh, this sem ada penambahan titas & koq. Grr, orang lain dah settle kot subjek umum universiti padiaa tu.. Aku ni tak settle-2 lagi. Takpelah, nasib badan mungkin. Tapi sem ni subjek semua 3.0 jam kredit except for the penambahan subjek tadi tu.<br />
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Jealous. Bila bebudak kelas kalau hari Selasa petang boleh terbongkang kat bilik. Aku? Nope, can't do. Ada koq. Pensyarah tu suka guna ayat ni "Saya taknak awak semua stress-2, kita santai-2 je." Santai-2? Okay I agree. Stress-2? I disagree. Sebab apa? Aku rasa koq ni yang aku macam bagi komitmen terlebih-lebih pulak, sem lepas punya koq rilex je. But it's okay, sebab semalam last day for koq *i think soooo* Cuma tinggal makan-2 jelah kot hahha. Btw, aku amik Hortikultur. To sum up my present for this koq, I just wanna say I do have lots of fun with the others. The stress part? Well, it's a norm. "If you're not stressed out then you're not having fun" *rolling eyes*<br />
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Alhamdulillah dah settle masalah titas tu. Sebab akak kat fakulti call cakap nama aku dorang dah masukkan dalam sistem. Aamiin! Tapi..... Aku taktahu lah kenapa tapi aku rasa aku memang ada masalah dengan sistem kat UTM ni. Why oh why? Dah selesai yang itu, pasal Professional Course pulak. Hahha ada ke patut no matriks aku A14.. which is supposed to be B15... Make senses lah if aku dari Diploma UTM kan tapi bukan masalahnya. Bila contact dengan UTM Space dorang cakap, memang aku kena login guna A14.. tu tapi dekat sistem dah memang betul maklumat aku tu. Well, I guess problem solved?<br />
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What about others subject? Hmm kita cerita BI dulu lah. BI so far so good. Last class hari Isnin haritu. Draft for Term Paper pun dah submit. So tinggal nak submit Final Term Paper jelah. Now let's head to the core subjects. Map pro? No comment. Land Law? OHSEM tapi banyak nak kena baca ooh! Lse? Okay cuma kena extra revision? GPS? Tiring as usual, mentally tortured but at least I gain knowledge from there. Falak? Hihi β€β€<br />
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Dua paper lagi then I'm coming home! Sebab gap almost 3 days rasa macam penantian tu suatu penyeksaan. Hahha. Preparation? Yesh! Last entry I told ya kan pasal I dah kemas barang apa semua? ο§ο Haah dah kemas dah tapi geram barang-2 kecik ni tapi takpelah pepandai lah arrange balik. Hiks</div>
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Am I rushing? I guess so. Lol, habis paper 20 tu, letak barang kat bilik stor, hantar kunci then head straight to Larkin. Yup, beli tiket on the spot. My target would be naik bas pukul 2pm tapi kalau taksempat 2:30 oso can lorhh. But after 3? Hmm pun okay lah tapi buka puasa dalam bas ο© Wish me luck jelah, confirm balik tu rush hour gila.</div>
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Hahha funny things, kadang aku terpikir kalau ada dia mesti tak rushing sangat. Balik pun mungkin boleh carpool sekali tapi dia jauh sangat. Hmm abaikan. </div>
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Eh eh bukan-2, heee assalamualaikum ο</div>
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Lagu kat atas tu takde kena mengena dengan entry kali ni eh. It just humming in my head ο Sikit lagi Syaz! 3 paper je lagi, tak sabar dah ni. Iyee, tak sabar nak habis paper ni haaa boleh balik rumah. Sahur, buka puasa & terawih kat rumah. Galau. Nak masa berlalu dengan pantas tapi taknak terlalu cepat sebab now tgh Ramadhan Kareem so macam mana tu? Galau? Yes, indeed.</div>
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What past is past right? Now let's just focus on future. 3 more paper, killer subject? Untuk aku, semuanya killer subjects. Nonetheless, upcoming paper hydro ni a bit hard lah. Tapi kejayaan takkan datang tanpa usaha dan doa kan? ο Jadi, maghiii! Study! Hahahha...</div>
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Gambooo : Ajet-2 tengah study tapi mata tengok movie οο</div>
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iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-63334840009123272232016-05-19T08:53:00.001-07:002017-07-28T11:21:55.820-07:00Hectic Week? Nahhh...<div dir="ltr">
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Soooo next week eh? Let's see... I've to submit the Hydro's, LSE & Maths assignments add up with Hydro's & Geodesy tests. Yeay to my happy life ο³ο Dayyumm I just forgot about GPS hahaha. Soo plus with One Day Trip to Melaka & IV for GPS. That pretty much sums up my final week for 4th Sem. Yeay οο</div>
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iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-13766661763231852212016-05-08T08:35:00.001-07:002017-07-28T11:24:51.815-07:00Smile<div dir="ltr">
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iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-71087344074064929782016-04-23T02:56:00.001-07:002017-07-28T11:23:55.628-07:00I'm tired.<div dir="ltr">
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My friends kept telling me, it's okay Syaz. You'll get through it eventually. Sometimes I do ignore it but till when do I have to ignore it? Someone needs to confront this. Wait, I had once confront to this particular problem and yeah I still remember your answer.. "Idk, it helps me sometimes to not knowing about what's happening surrounds me." I know exactly what you mean and it's okay sometimes to ignore the people surrounds you. But darling, all the times?? That's not forgiveable.</div>
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It's tiring sometimes to kept reminding to you about those little things. You do realizes that those little things aren't supposed to be reminded by me. Come on, try to be independent. That's the other word, independent. You're too depending on others that sometimes we need tell you what to do. It's like you have to be told what to do or else you won't know what and how to do it. My dear, you're not a robot that we need to switch ON in order for you to operate.</div>
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iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-9343281649703153552015-12-10T08:01:00.000-08:002017-07-28T11:26:27.798-07:00Hi Geng!Assalamualaikum wbt sahabat-2 sekalian.<br />
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Yeay! Yeay! Yeay! Lol, sorry excited sikit. Ngehngehh :D Excited lah lappy dah okay, finally dapat jugak update blog. Err padahal boleh je guna phone tapi tak feel lah hee. Soooooo~ Nak update apa je eh? Banyak benda actually since my last entry posted on August aite? Good news or bad news first? Let's start with the good news lahh, well... aku dah sambung study dah! Yeay me, lol. Macam yang aku cerita haritu hanya ada dua tempat je kan untuk kos aku ni. Kalau dulu di Ipoh, sekarang di Skudai pulak. Alhamdulillah sambung kat UTM #DreamU , if tak dapat kat sini mungkin dapat kat Arau kot itupun kalau dapatlah apapun aku bersyukur dah dapat sambung belajar. Terima kasih Ya Allah, Kau permudahkan urusanku dan kabulkan doaku. Aamiin :)<br />
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Funny thing is next week dah last week for class and the 2nd next week is Study Week and..the week after it is the Exam Week. Ugh cepatnya masa berlalu. Aku rasa macam baru semalam kot aku daftar masuk sini -,- Anyways, disebabkan aku 2nd intake so I missed like a month macam tu kot. A month?! Lama kot! Guess what, betul lah tuu.. Aku masuk sini, banyak benda gak ah nak kena catch up. Dari segi apa? Dari semua segi, dari semua perspektif lah senang cerita. 1st, nak kena adapt dengan environment baru, patuu make new friends & blah-3. Yang tu takpelah, aku boleh survive lagi it's like writing a new book and it's a new journey for me. Tapi.. entahlah banyak benda nak kena pikiaq kot dari segi mental dan fizikal hahha. Mentally, aku kat sini asyik homesick. Like homesick teruk, macam dulu-2 time 1st time masuk asrama tuu, haa exactly the same. Patuu bila balik rumah rasa macam kejap gila. Physically, well yang ni takleh cerita. Private sikit. Heh<br />
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Setiap permulaan pasti ada pengakhirannya. Ada pengakhiran yang berakhir dengan kesedihan, ada juga yang berakhir dengan kegembiraan. Tapi apa yang aku pasti is pembelajaran aku takkan berakhir disini. Masih yang banyak yang belum aku pelajari.</div>
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β 2nd, we got the Setaraf ones. Which mostly dorang ni lepasan diploma U, so basically dorang akan diserap oleh U masing-2. As UiTM & UTM mestilah priority nya pada budak dorang kan? So peluang tu dah bertambah nipis. Apatah lagi utk kami-2 yg jenis minat dengan bidang masing-2 kan.</div>
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Apa pun sekarang ni aku hanya mampu berdoa. Minta pada Allah untuk permudahkan segalanya. Baik urusan didunia mahupun akhirat. Walaupun ada yang cakap ktorang takboleh isi UPU lagi but aku belasah je hehe. Sbb before this aku miss deadline utk matriks & for that aku taknak sejarah berulang. Aku rela korbankan duit daripada masa depan aku yang terkorban. Ha tu dia, dasat betul bahasa aku hahaha.</div>
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I must say that this is not the end for me in pursuing my dream. This is just another semester break for me. A long semester break perhaps. Sebab apa.. aku masih dahagakan ilmu. <br />
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P/s : Korang jangan risau, if this yr aku takdapat sambung. I still got perancangan but itulah dia kan, "Kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah yang menentukan segalanya."</div>
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Nurin : 15/6 <br />
Busu Aki : 16/6 </i></div>
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Which is sederet je kan birthday dorang. Buat lepas Asar, masak simple-2 je. Western style, malas nak kecah-2 hihi ο Ingat nak stay lama sebab bebudak semua cuti sch but we kenot sebab apa.. sebab yg mana office hours ni still kena kerja esok ο Skrg dah habis masak. Tunggu orang mai satlagi.</div>
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Since dua hari lepas Busu Aki cari Imam untuk baca kan doa apa semua tapi Imam semua busy. Almaklumlah banyak kot kenduri, bebudak sunat & etc. So at the end, Busu Aki yang imamkan baca tahlil apa semua. The good side is, aku rasa lagi afdal lah kalau anak sendiri yg baca tahlil right? Alhamdulillah kenduri pun berjalan lancar. Malam tu hujan sampai lah ke tengah hari ni haa ο§</div>
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P/s : To be continued..</div>
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iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-55236314595676101462015-05-29T07:56:00.001-07:002017-07-28T11:29:40.537-07:00Rindu<div dir="ltr">
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Basically dah dekat sebulan habis dip. Dah dekat sebulan jugak berpisah dengan bebudak sume tu. Housemates.. Classmatess. Rindu...</div>
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Masing-2 dah buat haluan sendiri. Yang mana dah ada career I wish them best of luck! Yang mana yang belum ada, rezeki korang akan datang no worries ο Mostly, ramai yang tunggu tawaran belajar. For us, bebudak poli ni cabaran nak sambung degree sangat lah tipis. Sebab apa? Well nanti aku cite lah ye.. </div>
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Bila dah kerja ni, rasa dia macam lain sikit. Macam mana ek nak describe ? Maybe sebab aku start keje awal sangat ke? Tak sempat nak flashback 3 tahun tu ο
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Cuma.. bila whatsapp dgn dorang and suddenly dorang cakap "Hahahaha Syaz, kau boleh bayang tak cara aku gelak skrg mcm mana?" Well duhh, mestilah aku boleh bayang kan cara dorg gelak mcm mana kan. Kalau dulu time 1st masuk, rasa macam ish lama kot 3 tahun ni. Boleh ke aku survives? Okay part tu aku dah survived οͺ but surprisingly what shocked me the most is after that 3 yrs tu yang aku rasa macam rapuh. Don't get me wrong, aku still lakukan kewajipan cuma yelah dah biasa dgn dorang suddenly berpisah rasa macam aih.. Sekarang baru aku terasa perpisahan tu. Ni gara-2 lagu "Brothers - Doa Perpisahan" punya pasal lah ni ο’ο’</div>
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iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-59976498417299020592015-04-18T23:50:00.001-07:002015-04-18T23:50:25.249-07:00See You Again<p dir="ltr">It's been a long day without you, my friend<br>
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again<br>
We've come a long way from where we began<br>
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again<br>
When I see you again</p>
<p dir="ltr">Damn, who knew?<br>
All the planes we flew<br>
Good things we've been through<br>
That I'll be standing right here talking to you<br>
About another path<br>
I know we loved to hit the road and laugh<br>
But something told me that it wouldn't last<br>
Had to switch up<br>
Look at things different see the bigger picture<br>
Those were the days<br>
Hard work forever pays<br>
Now I see you in a better place</p>
<p dir="ltr">How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?<br>
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side<br>
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride</p>
<p dir="ltr">It's been a long day without you, my friend<br>
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again<br>
We've come a long way from where we began<br>
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again<br>
When I see you again</p>
<p dir="ltr">First you both go out your way<br>
And the vibe is feeling strong<br>
And what's small turn to a friendship<br>
A friendship turn into a bond<br>
And that bond will never be broken<br>
And the love will never get lost<br>
And when brotherhood come first<br>
Then the line will never be crossed<br>
Established it on our own<br>
When that line had to be drawn<br>
And that line is what we reach<br>
So remember me when I'm gone</p>
<p dir="ltr">How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?<br>
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side<br>
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride</p>
<p dir="ltr">So let the light guide your way, yeah<br>
Hold every memory as you go<br>
And every road you take will always lead you home, home</p>
<p dir="ltr">It's been a long day without you, my friend<br>
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again<br>
We've come a long way from where we began<br>
Oh, I'll tell you all about it when I see you again<br>
When I see you again<br>
When I see you again<br>
When I see you again<br>
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iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-42359349167768057622015-03-26T21:28:00.001-07:002015-03-28T03:41:10.546-07:00Terakhir.<p dir="ltr">Assalamualaikum wbt sahabat-2 sekalian.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Dari jauh ku lihat tingkah laku anak-2 kecil yang kini sebenarnya bukan lagi anak kecil. Kini, mereka sudah matang. Bukan sahaja dari segi rupa malahan dari segi pemikiran. Anak-2 kecil yang sering dimarahi, dinasihati & menjadi bualan guru-2 nya kini sudah meniti alam dewasa yakni alam pekerjaan & alam yang seterusnya..</p>
<p dir="ltr">Amacam baik tak karangan BM aku? Ha dah cuak lettu, apa ingat entry kali ni aku berbahasa baku lah tu. Tidak, tidak sama sekali. Nways, hari kejadian adalah Yaumul Jumaah. Hari yang penuh keberkatan. Hari jumaat yang sepatutnya aku free&takde class but harini ada (got test act) Bermula dengan bacaan yaasin, dipertengahannya kelas-2 dan pengakhirannya yang tak ku duga. Pengakhirannya yang membuatkan aku berfikir sejenak.. "Adakah harini hari terakhir kita bergurau, adakah ini hari terakhir kita bersua & bermacam lagi persoalan."</p>
<p dir="ltr">Bukan apa, andai ini kali terakhir aku melihat wajah korang.. ingin kusampaikan hasrat bahawa, jauh dilubuk hati kecil ini terpahat satu memori yang tak akanku lupakan. Memori yang sangat berharga. & yeah walaupun aku suka push korang siapkan assignment, presentation & etc, marah-2 kalau korang buat kerja tak betul apa semua.. bukan apa.. korang pun tahu kan, marah tandanya sayang?</p>
<p dir="ltr">Bila Nana suruh buat personal video tu rasa macam oh okay untuk malam dinner tu kot. Then, dia cakap bukan untuk malam dinner tu tp untuk simpanan peribadi. Cehh-2. Nanti dah siap, dia bagi. Tak sabar nak tengok video tu, sbb dorang cakap ramai yg nangis, ada yg confess, ada yg ya'know cuba menceriakan keadaan but then terlalu sebak smpai menitis gak ah en. Bak kata Acap "Siapa pulak yang potong bawang ni *nangis". Lepas dah berucap tu, aku memang dah taktahan dah. Kenot stay situ lama-2, kang nangis jugak aku nanti. So aku hanya mampu lihat telatah dorang dari jauh je. Apa yg pasti, I'm looking forward to watch that video 😀</p>
<p dir="ltr">Terakhir. Aku harap ini bukan kali terakhir kita bersua. Aku harap juga, hubungan persahabatan kita ni kekal hingga ke Jannah. Which kita takkan lupakan antara satu sama lain. Which kita akan sentiasa nak tanya khabar pasal each other. Untuk yang sekalian kalinya, aku harap terakhir ini lah yang menjadi permulaan yang insyaAllah penuh dengan keberkatan buat kita semua.</p>
<p dir="ltr">P/s: Yup, aku dah start rindu korang dah ni.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Xoxo,<br>
iSyazz</p>
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<p dir="ltr">Kenangan? Apa ada dengan kenangan? 👀 </p>
<p dir="ltr">Boleh jadi ia kenangan manis & juga kenangan pahit. Apapun, masa-2 terakhir ni lah nak cipta kenangan kan? Sebab lepas ni, confirm jarang jumpa. Jangan cakap yang jauh, even yang dekat ni kalau dah masing-2 busy.. memang susahlah nak jumpa.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Lepasni, nak bergambar satu kelas & kena present VB (habiskan apa yang patut dulu). Lepastu, ke Gua Tempurung lah kita then Dinner pulak. Last but not least, focus on final! 😆</p>
<p dir="ltr">Satu je harapan aku.. Aku harap minggu-2 terakhir ni, takdelah yang masam muka or dengan kata lain buat **ik. Kalau nak terasa hati kepe simpan jelah, nak habis Dip dah kot & maafkan jelah orang yang buat korang terasa hati tu.</p>
<p dir="ltr">P/s: Kenangan, satu memori yang takboleh dijualbeli dengan wang ringgit. Hanya masa dan tempat yang boleh menentukannya & ofcoz hanya dengan izinNya. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Xoxo,<br>
iSyazz</p>
iSyazzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03461561881667880238noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4957807943742834764.post-2873645776424665892015-03-23T05:51:00.001-07:002015-03-25T19:27:02.519-07:00Kosong<p dir="ltr">Assalamualaikum wbt sahabat-2 sekalian.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Pagi yang mendung. Suasana pun suram. Kadang-2 aku terpikir, awan pun faham situasi aku sekarang ni. Kalau awan pun faham, kenapa tak manusia? </p>
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<p dir="ltr">Pernah tak kita pandang orang tu dengan pandangan yang kosong? Mungkin pernah dan mungkin tak. Tapi sekarang, itulah apa yang aku rasa. Pandangan aku pada certain-2 orang ni dah jadi kosong. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Sebab apa ya? Sebab kita bagi kepercayaan kat orang tu & orang tu hancurkan kepercayaan kita. Senang-2 je. </p>
<p dir="ltr">Cuma satu lah, pandangan kosong ni bagi aku tak membawa  apa-2 maksud pun. Tapi kalau lah aku dah tawar hati.. sorry to say but you're out of my list. </p>
<p dir="ltr">P/s: Entahlah mungkin aku dah penat kot layan kerenah orang yang suka amik kesempatan <u>ni</u>.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Xoxo,<br>
iSyazz</p>
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