It’s a Journey,: iSyazz's

Showing posts with label iSyazz's. Show all posts

Assalamualaikum ❤

Let just go straight to the point yeah. Last two weeks, ada presentation. Tak berat pun presentation tu, as always slide dah ada, point pun dah ada. So, tinggal present je lah kan oh this one grouping presentation. Blahblahblah... Masa presentation tiba.. It's time for my part as I was mumbling kat depan tu.. Suddenly, Sir stop me in the middle of explanation. Guess what he said? He said that "Awak ni, nanti kalau ada suami kesian kat suami awak. Asyik kena amaran je." and I was like Ooookaaaay and I stop for awhile yelah to hear dia punya comment kan. Then he said "Cubalah berlembut sikit, garang betul. Kesian kat suami awak nanti." Oh well, guess what.. The whole class laughed 🤣 Apalagi, tersenyum kambing jelah aku kat depan tu. Aduduii. If I were to tell this story to Ibu, confirm she would laugh out loud! Well, for the past few days it has been a joke to some of my friends. Tbh, I don't mind the joke sebab I know who I am and yes I can be quite fierce some time or err the whole time? HA-HA.

For my closest friends, they know me well which yes I am a friendly person and most of the time they terhibur dengan joke aku yang agak lame tu hahhaha but at the same time they also said to me that they couldn't imagine how my future husband would be if he were to be with me. Meaning to say, my friends knows me as someone who's very strict with my own opinion & I always said no to guy which if I were to send wedding card to them, they would be surprise. Idk, when it comes to guy I can be very straightforward and strict. It's true, it's the past experiences which made me like this. To overcome this, it will took me some time. So give me time, I will try to change. I will try to'berlembut' lah sikit but not the ngada-ngada kinda girl ah, that disgusts me.

Tbh, fierce never really existed in my dictionary. It's not even my usual vocabulary. Yang kelakarnya, Sir tegur dekat kelas tu sebab I think the way I present to them more like a debate session. HA-HA. Now, I will learn on how to approach the audiences, perhaps with a little smile and try to tone down my voice I guess? Hihi, I will definitely revise my presentation skills. Somehow, I have to deal with it since I have been hearing this word been said to me since the past idk 3-4 years lah kot. Since kat Poli ni, so Syaz a change must be made. Try to berlembut. Psssttt... I have been trying since last week, I kinda feel hypocrite to like fake smile and berlembut dalam percakapan but I try tho. Definitely will try harder, I will try to say it genuinely and say it with meaning, okay?

P/s: Iolls cuba untuk ikhlas ni. Pelan-pelan kayuh lah Syaz, you can do it!

Xoxo,
iSyazz

Assalamualaikum wbt sahabat-2 sekalian.

December! Yup, favourite month of the year. Why oh why? Heh heh. Dah nak habis dah tahun 2015. So, apa yang kita boleh sum up kan pasal tahun ni? Sedih? Gembira? A bit of both? Perhaps. Kalau bulan Jan haritu rasanya macam tengah terkapai-2 masuk sem 6 untuk Diploma. Tapi kalau sekarang ni dah bulan Dec, terkapai-kapai pulak untuk sem 2 Degree. Gladly, direct entry. So terus masuk ke Tahun Kedua lah. Selamat~ hiks. Well, itu untuk awal tahun & akhir tahun. Pertengahan tahun buat apa? KERJA. Sadly, tak kerja dalam bidang pun. Lari sikit. Kerja dalam bidang Property.

Property. Percaya atau tak, bidang ni sebenarnya banyak bukak minda aku. Especially on economics & the harta thingy. Aku dah lah memang tak minat benda-2 ekonomi ni but takboleh jugak kalau nak buat tak endah sebabnya banyak berkait lah ekonomi dengan faktor sekeliling. Before this, ada je aku pikir pasal rumah (hartanah) & benda-2 tu lah, cumanya got no direction lah. Takde orang nak guide pasal benda-2 ni. Alhamdulillah masuk pulak company yang tak lokek nak mengajar & bagi guidance en. So, dah nampak sikit lah masa depan macam mana en. Time degree ni, bukan takat nak dapatkan segulung ijazah tapi dah kena dah pikir masa depan. Nak balas balik jasa parents & in shaa Allah jadi orang dan bukannya orang-2. Hehe

Lol, kalau nak cite pasal property tu aku rasa memang kena post satu entry pasal tu je. Dok pulak department auction. Haa memang banyak benda nak kongsi. Pssst, if nak teringin beli rumah lelong (tp kena pergi auction lah) untuk tujuan buat rumah sendiri or nak sewakan boleh email kayy. LOL.

Kalau nak cite yang pasal awal tahun tu macam takpayah kot, bolehlah baca balik kat entry aku yang lepas-2 tu. Sedih nak cite. HAHHA. I don't want to let bygone be bygone because that sem was like the best sem I ever had. Got plenty ups & downs going thru that sem which I'll never forget about it. Man, I miss my old classmates like hell. Rindu lah, kalau dengan bebudak ni memang tak kering gusi kot. Kelakar nya satu, ngeng ngeng nyaa pulak & tazkirahnya pun yaaa. Hahha apalah aku merepek ni but siapa yang kenal aku. They get what I'm trying to say. Yes peeps, I'm making those faces lol.

Sekarang ni pun dah nak dekat hujung tahun. Dah nak masuk 3 bulan degree ni, guys oh guys trust me struggle teruk kayy deg ni. Hahha nothing like dip, the pressure quite though tho. Like I said before on my previous entry, pressure dia kadang bukan sebab study (mostly pasal study), kadang boleh jadi pasal benda lain, pasal kewangan mungkin, pasal taktahu mana nak refer pun iya, ugh pasal fakulti pun iya jugak. Hahha yang ni kelakar sikit. Sebabnya nak transfer kredit je pun tapi dia punya nak proses, ya rabb amik masa almost a month. Busy betul deme ni. Tapi, apa yang pasti aku memang gini lah. Selagi tak rapat dengan orang tu, man I'll shut my mouth macam ada diamond or gold kat dalam mulut ni. Yelah sebab kita pun taktahu orang tu macam mana plus if cakap banyak pun kenot jugak, so better diam right. Apapun, mostly classmates skrg ni best lah. Kelakar, banyak merepek macam bebudak tuu & yup boleh diharap. Alaa, banyak masa lagi lah nak spend time sesama in shaa Allah dengan izinNya.

P/s: Dah nak habis tahun 2015 tak bermakna habis sem. Now rooting for Final Exam! *cuak!

Xoxo,
iSyazz

Assalamualaikum 

Dua paper lagi then I'm coming home! Sebab gap almost 3 days rasa macam penantian tu suatu penyeksaan. Hahha. Preparation? Yesh! Last entry I told ya kan pasal I dah kemas barang apa semua?  Haah dah kemas dah tapi geram barang-2 kecik ni tapi takpelah pepandai lah arrange balik. Hiks

Am I rushing? I guess so. Lol, habis paper 20 tu, letak barang kat bilik stor, hantar kunci then head straight to Larkin. Yup, beli tiket on the spot. My target would be naik bas pukul 2pm tapi kalau taksempat 2:30 oso can lorhh. But after 3? Hmm pun okay lah tapi buka puasa dalam bas  Wish me luck jelah, confirm balik tu rush hour gila.

Hahha funny things, kadang aku terpikir kalau ada dia mesti tak rushing sangat. Balik pun mungkin boleh carpool sekali tapi dia jauh sangat. Hmm abaikan.

P/s : Hope rancangan nak balik awai ni jadi dengan izin-Nya ♡

Xoxo,
iSyazz



Ngehngeh yesterday I was having a mental breakdown right? *Gulp* Nahh, almost every week actually, kinda have this anxious feeling like every single day you know. It's like you already submit the work but then there's still lot of work waiting for you to accomplished it 

Anyways, I've done my assignment. Yeay me! For now it's a yeay but later I dunno. The GPS thingy I dun wanna think about it, yet. It's like an orbit. Ya'know how orbit works right? Only the orbit is on the space right but then it goes cuckoo in my head 

I really thought hydro test is tomorrow, gladly it's on Tuesday. Pheww got time left to study but haiyaa there goes the 'tangguh' things again. Always postpone to other date, this postpone thing is seriously pain in my ass. Yaaa lah, it's a burdensome if the test is overlapping with others stuff.

Thankfully today got free meal. It's brighten up my day  Gonna eat at Meletop with KOQ members. I'm not into steamboat tho but why not. It's a free meal anyway right?

P/s : Gonna update soon after Day Trip to Melaka

Xoxo,

iSyazz

Assalamualaikum wbt sahabat-2 sekalian.

Yeay! Yeay! Yeay! Lol, sorry excited sikit. Ngehngehh :D Excited lah lappy dah okay, finally dapat jugak update blog. Err padahal boleh je guna phone tapi tak feel lah hee. Soooooo~ Nak update apa je eh? Banyak benda actually since my last entry posted on August aite? Good news or bad news first? Let's start with the good news lahh, well... aku dah sambung study dah! Yeay me, lol. Macam yang aku cerita haritu hanya ada dua tempat je kan untuk kos aku ni. Kalau dulu di Ipoh, sekarang di Skudai pulak. Alhamdulillah sambung kat UTM #DreamU , if tak dapat kat sini mungkin dapat kat Arau kot itupun kalau dapatlah apapun aku bersyukur dah dapat sambung belajar. Terima kasih Ya Allah, Kau permudahkan urusanku dan kabulkan doaku. Aamiin :)

Funny thing is next week dah last week for class and the 2nd next week is Study Week and..the week after it is the Exam Week. Ugh cepatnya masa berlalu. Aku rasa macam baru semalam kot aku daftar masuk sini -,- Anyways, disebabkan aku 2nd intake so I missed like a month macam tu kot. A month?! Lama kot! Guess what, betul lah tuu.. Aku masuk sini, banyak benda gak ah nak kena catch up. Dari segi apa? Dari semua segi, dari semua perspektif lah senang cerita. 1st, nak kena adapt dengan environment baru, patuu make new friends & blah-3. Yang tu takpelah, aku boleh survive lagi it's like writing a new book and it's a new journey for me. Tapi.. entahlah banyak benda nak kena pikiaq kot dari segi mental dan fizikal hahha. Mentally, aku kat sini asyik homesick. Like homesick teruk, macam dulu-2 time 1st time masuk asrama tuu, haa exactly the same. Patuu bila balik rumah rasa macam kejap gila. Physically, well yang ni takleh cerita. Private sikit. Heh

Oh! Oh! Bad news? Apa ek lol takde bad news pun. Saja pompang sikit. Hm tu jelah buat masa sekarang, nak cerita banyak tapi banyak benda lain nak kena buat. Busy life. Everyday is a hectic day for me, idk what else to do except for.. tido before 00:00hrs :D

P/s: Gonna update soon

Xoxo,
iSyazz